Some days/nights i give in. And i facebook stalk you all over again as if i didn’t learn anything from trying to get back on my own this past month. Its like i’m back to square one and hating myself for being so weak.
I need the familiarity. I miss it so much, but yet the only thing that i want so bad, can end up being the one thing that destroys me.
Sometimes i hope you suffer bouts of regret, just so you know how it feels like for me every single day. I don’t understand this mind. I need to erase those 6 months from my memory, like in the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
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