while many of my peers are off chasing their ambitions, achieving once in a lifetime experiences and paving their own paths towards success, here i am day in and day out living life as a couch potato, filled with regret, resentment and worries about the future, the past and the present. as i while away afternoons thinking about unnecessary things and getting riled up over things that have passed, i wonder if all these time spent thinking is time wasted on other things which i could have actually acted upon.
then again, if i had all the money in the world i would have done the same things, be a little bit more ambitious in chasing my dreams. but nothing worth having comes easy so i’ll have to work on it on my own and face it on my own. while my dreams may actually take years to bear success, i hope i’ll get there one day and get myself out of this rut.
i’ll have to be a little more forward looking and start forgetting the old memories.
