Been almost 6 months, and still missing luleå so goddamn terribly.
I have about 85% heart to get out of this country once i graduate. The other 15% is the inability to live with myself knowing i could potentially rip my dad’s heart into pieces if i had a life on the other side of the world. I don’t really care about anyone else, but it would break my heart if yours ever would.
Do i really have to give up my plans because i have to live with the asian mindset of filial piety and taking care of my parents once i start working? Then how the hell did those people on the other side of the world make it through without having to do the same?
I foresee myself preparing comebacks for the future interrogative questions posed by everyone else.
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